Teaser: A G-mail Relationship.

By: Bleu Graé 

She@gmail.com:

“Rumor has it that you wanted to know how I feel about you? …Ready???….Don’t judge me!!! …. Okay… [Deep Breath]… I like you a lot…. because….uhh…. Honestly, No one has ever treated me the way you do. Although I do not get my way all the time, you make me happy. Everybody notices it. It kinda scares me a little bit because I do not want to “fall” for any body.

My biggest fear is getting my heart broken. That hurts like hell and I do not know how to handle it very well. I may seem strong and all that good stuff but I have came a very long way to get to where I am. I promised myself that as long I could prevent it, I would not allow myself to fall like that again.

The only issue I have with you, is whether you are a blessing or a curse? I cannot tell yet…. I guess only time will tell. As a Christian, you know we are warned about being bamboozled by the enemy, which is another one of my fears. Have you ever set goals and promised to follow them and then one person just screwed you all up from achieving those goals (Oh yea u told me). Well, I just don’t want that to happen again, but so far I do not feel like you’re taking away from my positive activities. And I admire the fact that although you’re practicing this Muslim stuff, you respect my decision and did not disrespect my beliefs…. KUDDDDOOOOOSSSS!!!  So that’s part of everything in a NUTSHELL…. Day 1.”

-Signing Out, Ms. Afraid

He@gmail.com:

“Ms. Pretty Face (sounds cheesy, but I could do that via e-mail) Where to start? I just finished re-reading your e-mail for the 3rd time, and each time I read it, I become overcome with glee (don’t ask me why).   My “issue” with you is what your intentions are. I have been in situations where I put myself out there only to have my feelings placed aside, or to have my heart broken. You told me you’re a flirt, and I’m still unsure whether or not you are talking to other men. You tell me you aren’t, but my instincts are telling me you are. IDK.  I guess as time progresses I will catch a feel for your intentions etc.

One thing I came to learn/ understand is that there isn’t anything wrong with falling fast. I would rather fall too fast then to not fall at all, or fall to slowly. Because when people fall fast, that indicates that chemistry is there. I’m sure you’ve met men who after holding conversation with slowly dislike them because there isn’t chemistry. You said you like me a lot, and regardless of if I say it or not, I like you a lot as well. I think we have potential to take over the world, of course with one day at a time. I think anyone is capable of having their heart broken, but I think if the fear lingers then it can be harder for the next person, especially if HIS intentions aren’t to break YOUR heart (also known as baggage).

Actually, with the fear of having your heart broken you subconsciously refrain from the present and/or giving your all. One thing u should come to notice is that I’m not like other men… I like different things, I do different things, I say different things, and most importantly I’m not like you’re past men.”

– BIG DADDY (LOL)

She@gmail.com:

   “Sunday was a beautiful day for us. We laughed and joked and enjoyed one another company…. just overall awesome. Today, however, was horrible. What you did could have…”