By: Ruby Woo
“YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!” -11:23PM
“WHAT YOU MEAN, DON’T TRY TO PLAY ME?” -12:07AM
“I DON’T PLAY WITH PEOPLE’S KIDS, YOUR MOTHER INCLUDED!” -12:09AM
Dots of anticipation lingers at the bottom of my screen. ……….. 1:18AM
My thoughts grew more vivid as I imagined driving an hour and 20 minutes to his headquarters and raising havoc. Fed up was an understatement.
Oh, PAUSE….
……..I GUESS I AM SPEEDING, LET ME CATCH YOU UP:
Inconsistent conversations, quick ain’t worth no explanation…sex, broken promises and an overbearing mamma, I had had enough. And at some point you just get tired of shit. I’m a little unsure where I lost my damn mind, but it was somewhere back in 2010 when he casually walked his high yellow ass into my life and I just sat back and road that wave….( get y’all mind out the gutter, I’m figuratively speaking). But today, January 29, 2016. My fucks to be given has come to an abrupt END.
So I stood, walked to my dresser, stuck my hands in the second drawer and pulled “him” out. It always brought satisfaction and this morning would be no different….I inhaled and exhaled slow, laid back and arched my back…. zzzzzzzzzzz… slow moans escaped my lips and soon uncontrollable waves of pure bliss…I needed more. Something real…As I laid there thinking, I blurted out, “I ain’t gon’ front the dick was kinda bomb”…. I guess the Henny was kicking in. And when the Henny’s in the system ain’t no tellin’ will I…..
Yea. A bitch rose to her feet slipped my one piece black cat suit on and proceed to drive. An hour and 20 minutes later, I was pulling up and climbing 2 flights of stairs… headed straight to daddy. And call it what you may, forgiveness is for me not him… LOL. Just jokes, my body won the battle. He slowly cracked the front door with a slight grin.
The door slightly ajar, he steps back and pulls my arm causing me to stumble through his entrance.
Eyes wide and lips moist, I gaze at his body from crown to feet.
He stood 6’2’’, golden bronze and in a flash I remembered what I admired most was that damn smile.
“You want this?” he said stroking his erect manhood.
“Nah, I need this,” I said, pulling the top of his shirt downward while unbuckling my pants. A swift motion in my weak attempt to introduce my lady lips with his face.
He sat me on the dresser…..
A cold sweat trickled down my cheek. I jumped up quick as I heard Tinks “Somebody to Love” echo from my ringtone. My cup of Henny and Cranberry slips from my embrace, as I glare at my cellphone. A little frazzled, I feel in between my legs.
“Damn, that was a helluva dream,” I said as I read my text.
“But I really do love you, so you gon’ come thru?” -3:02am
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