Category: Posts By Bleu Graé

By: Bleu Grae´

She@gmail.com

“Sunday was a beautiful day for us. We laughed, joked, and enjoyed one another’s company… just overall awesome. Today however, was horrible. What you did could have been worse and you really didn’t have to tell me the truth but I really did not expect this from you. I mean, I don’t put anything pass anyone because we are all capable of lying but I didn’t think you would lie about something so small. I could see if it were something severe that would justify a lie. It made me upset because its not like we do not have open communication between one another. You could have told the truth. I am very open with you and tell you things that are very hard for me to say or talk about with any one else. This caught me off guard. Like although it’s early on between us, you have jeopardized the trust. Now, I have to go to bed wondering what your true feelings are and if you’re over your ex. It’s like the tables have turned. And yes I forgive you but it’s these little things that stand out to me because they lead to much bigger things. I don’t know if you understand. As I said time and time again, I like you a lot but this has slowed things very much. Like, I don’t know what to say or do. Imma just take it day by day because that’s all we could do. Last night, what I wanted to say is that you give me the feeling of love like u make me want to say it although its not how I feel. It’s just one of those in the moment kind of things where I’m just filled with so much happiness and joy … and I felt that with you Sunday. So many laughs and smiles… it was more beautiful than today. I got to sleep in your arms and wake up with u beside me; which was a great feeling. I didn’t think I would appreciate it as much as I do now. It’s just the lie overcame me…us.”

He@gmail.com

“ Sunday was…

By: Bleu Grae’ 

Thirsty Thursdays were nights where you would find anybody who was somebody out and about. The campus grounds were filled with folks drinking, partying, socializing and  dancing. Walking about the campus with friends, she spotted her secret crush.  He looked as if he was coming from some sort of business trip based on how he was dressed. She instantly became delighted.

She contemplated on whether or not to show or tell him, how bad she  wanted him. It was a challenge not to smile, whenever he participated during class, not to stare whenever he walked by, and not to prolong conversation during the few times they spoke. She  was open, and he didn’t have a clue.

The brother had hundreds of female fans on campus. They adored everything about him. His presence was a popular demand.

As she  approached him, strangely his face lit up with a smile. “Jesus,” she  thought. They greeted each other casually, a simple hello… no embrace.  “Wouldn’t expect to see you out here,” he said. She  giggled briefly, “ What you mean! Where you coming from?”

By: Bleu Graé 

She@gmail.com:

“Rumor has it that you wanted to know how I feel about you? …Ready???….Don’t judge me!!! …. Okay… [Deep Breath]… I like you a lot…. because….uhh…. Honestly, No one has ever treated me the way you do. Although I do not get my way all the time, you make me happy. Everybody notices it. It kinda scares me a little bit because I do not want to “fall” for any body.

My biggest fear is getting my heart broken. That hurts like hell and I do not know how to handle it very well. I may seem strong and all that good stuff but I have came a very long way to get to where I am. I promised myself that as long I could prevent it, I would not allow myself to fall like that again.

The only issue I have with you, is whether you are a blessing or a curse? I cannot tell yet…. I guess only time will tell. As a Christian, you know we are warned about being bamboozled by the enemy, which is another one of my fears. Have you ever set goals and promised to follow them and then one person just screwed you all up from achieving those goals (Oh yea u told me). Well, I just don’t want that to happen again, but so far I do not feel like you’re taking away from my positive activities. And I admire the fact that although you’re practicing this Muslim stuff, you respect my decision and did not disrespect my beliefs…. KUDDDDOOOOOSSSS!!!  So that’s part of everything in a NUTSHELL…. Day 1.”

-Signing Out, Ms. Afraid

He@gmail.com:

“Ms. Pretty Face (sounds cheesy, but I could do that via e-mail) Where to start? I just finished re-reading your e-mail for the 3rd time, and each time I read it, I become overcome with glee (don’t ask me why).   My “issue” with you is what your intentions are. I have been in situations where I put myself out there only to have my feelings placed aside, or to have my heart broken. You told me you’re a flirt, and I’m still unsure whether or not you are talking to other men. You tell me you aren’t, but my instincts are telling me you are. IDK.  I guess as time progresses I will catch a feel for your intentions etc.

One thing I came to learn/ understand is that there isn’t anything wrong with falling fast. I would rather fall too fast then to not fall at all, or fall to slowly. Because when people fall fast, that indicates that chemistry is there. I’m sure you’ve met men who after holding conversation with slowly dislike them because there isn’t chemistry. You said you like me a lot, and regardless of if I say it or not, I like you a lot as well. I think we have potential to take over the world, of course with one day at a time. I think anyone is capable of having their heart broken, but I think if the fear lingers then it can be harder for the next person, especially if HIS intentions aren’t to break YOUR heart (also known as baggage).

Actually, with the fear of having your heart broken you subconsciously refrain from the present and/or giving your all. One thing u should come to notice is that I’m not like other men… I like different things, I do different things, I say different things, and most importantly I’m not like you’re past men.”

– BIG DADDY (LOL)

She@gmail.com:

   “Sunday was a beautiful day for us. We laughed and joked and enjoyed one another company…. just overall awesome. Today, however, was horrible. What you did could have…”